SMOKING MIRROR!!!

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT LIFE THROUGH A SMOKING MIRROR, BUT NOW THE MORE I LOOK THE MORE THINGS BECOME CLEARER, I SMILE ALL THE TIME AS IF PROBLEMS I HAVE NONE, BUT IN REALITY I'VE REALIZED I'M TRULY MY FATHER'S SON, A TORTURED SOUL THAT CLAIMS THEY NEED NO LOVE, MASKING MY PAIN WITH LIQUOR OR WEED OR WOMEN SOMETIMES ALL THE ABOVE, READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD WITHOUT HAVING A PLAN, TRYING TO CRUSH MY ENEMIES JUST TO PROVE I'M A MAN, BUT WHO AM I KIDDING MOST OF MY PAIN COME FROM SELF INFLICTED WOUNDS, AGGRAVATED BY LIFE BUT YET HOPING IT DOESN'T END TOO SOON, CONSTANTLY LOOKING AT THIS MIRROR IN RAGE HOWEVER STILL HOPING TO SEE, THAT GOD DID PUT COMPASSION, LOVE AND CARING INSIDE OF ME, I'VE SAID BEFORE I KNOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME LIKE A FLAME COMING STRAIGHT FROM HELL, BUT IN MY DEFENSE I'VE NEVER HAD ANYONE TO PUT ME ON THAT RIGHT TRAIL, BUT NOW WHEN I LOOK IN THAT SMOKING MIRROR I SAY I'M PUTTING MYSELF ON THE RIGHT TRACK, I JUST HOPE IT ALL HAPPENS BEFORE THE MIRROR TURNS BLACK.....